To be honest this is gonna be real quick and I don't know just, have you ever felt so close to someone yet also so far apart like you just desperately need to be closer to them and have them close to you all of the time. It sounds really clingy and strange and I've never felt like this before so everything is just urgh really I guess because yes it is frustrating and yet I don't want to pull myself out of the situation because it's not something I want to not be in if this makes any sense xD.
Basically I just find it hard to deal with situation and emotions like this because to be honest I never deal with emotions very well and just find them overwhelming me in the most awkward situations and times. If people read this and know what it's about then that's fine because I think it's what expected and don't get me wrong I love it just I need to find a way to think of it all in an amazing way because it really is and wouldn't change it for the world, Ash, it's just like I don't know how explain it ahahaha.
Well then that went very weird and a lot of you will probably be like what the hell is this girl on about and that's ok because I kinda thought it may get reactions like that but oh well, what can you do about it.
Anyways I may write another post now or soon about something, I'm not sure yet but I really want to. So until then,
Over and out,
Rose xx
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