In my life, so far, I've been faced with friends not treating me and others right, exam results being ok but not what I wanted them to be, friends asking you for advice on something you are trying to figure out for yourself even though you want to help them you feel like you can't help them if you aren't sure of your view and feelings about the topic, secrets being revealed by the person you told and trusted (notice the past tense) and many more things.
Friends first if all, when I started secondary school I got in with the wrong crowd, not particularly a bad crowd just not one suited to you. They would leave me out of conversations (especially secret or ones with inside jokes contained in them), they wouldn't invite me to go out with them when everyone else was going within the group and joking about secrets that you may have told the,. Don't get me wrong some of the people in my OLD group if friends were amazing and friendly and everything you could want in a friend (one I am still friends with because I can't bare to cut her out of my life) but they were easily led, not caring about what the other stronger minded people were doing to me. Sometimes they would even be mean to others in the group but eventually it would come back to me. But after a school trip I met some amazing people and gradually starting hanging round school with them, left the others behind and took a big step. So from this it has left me with some trust issues and I find it hard to talk to people face-to-face about what I'm thinking or feeling or whatever because I'm afraid they will use it against me but I now know I've just got tot keep moving on with my life because people like them aren't worth wasting time over thinking about them.
School and exams, when I took some GCSEs in 2012 I got some amazing results don't get me wrong two A* a few As and a couple of Bs were amazing but I knew I could have done better if I had revised more so this year with practically a month full of exams I'm preparing myself and am going to study hard (you may not hear from me around that time but I'll let you know that nearer the time ;) ). School though, sometimes I find it really hard to concentrate, I want to do well and get good grades yeah but sometimes with my friends around me and particularly if it's a lesson I didn't want to study but had to because the school says so that's when I slack. Hopefully I'll change this, well that's my plan anyway.
But yeah that's enough rambling (for now anyways) I hope you didn't mind that it's nice to get it all out (well some of it) and know that hopefully no one will think of you any less or anything so yeah I'll try and post tomorrow no promises though because I really need to finish my 3 minute long dance choreography for Monday and I have 1:30 minutes already so I better get cracking.
Over and out
Rose x
It's nice that you've let this out bro ;) and I hope I ain't one of those friends you said that makes you slack! :P xx
ReplyDeleteAww no you aren't bro, you're first class ;) xx
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