No Title Post!

To be honest this is gonna be real quick and I don't know just, have you ever felt so close to someone yet also so far apart like you just desperately need to be closer to them and have them close to you all of the time. It sounds really clingy and strange and I've never felt like this before so everything is just urgh really I guess because yes it is frustrating and yet I don't want to pull myself out of the situation because it's not something I want to not be in if this makes any sense xD.

Basically I just find it hard to deal with situation and emotions like this because to be honest I never deal with emotions very well and just find them overwhelming me in the most awkward situations and times. If people read this and know what it's about then that's fine because I think it's what expected and don't get me wrong I love it just I need to find a way to think of it all in an amazing way because it really is and wouldn't change it for the world, Ash, it's just like I don't know how explain it ahahaha.

Well then that went very weird and a lot of you will probably be like what the hell is this girl on about and that's ok because I kinda thought it may get reactions like that but oh well, what can you do about it.
Anyways I may write another post now or soon about something, I'm not sure yet but I really want to. So until then,

Over and out,
Rose xx

Thinking xD

Basically I've wanted to write a post for a while, but really I haven't really had the time or the idea of what to write but now I kinda do I guess xD 

I've been so stressed lately with exams and work that I just don't feel like doing anything, I know there lots of people out there going through the same thing so I don't like making a fuss about things like this but yeah. It's just driven me to the point where I am so lazy that I haven't got out of bed properly for like two days now which is sooo bad.

On the other hand my emotions have been kinda suppressed for a while, with people disappearing from my life and things being out of the ordinary I've just tried to ignore them and bottle them up as usual. But I've also met and started to talk to some really awesome people again and they've just made me smile and realise that things get better, even though everything does have difficulties.

I'll probably end this here otherwise it will just turn into none sense and I'm sure all of my readers (lol laughs to self) wouldn't want to hear anymore, but I just want to say to all of my friend who I know will probably read this that we will do amazing in our exams and have a great time in the summer as a celebration when it comes around and thank you to the people who have made me smile for being there, you know who you are xD.

Rose x